Tuesday, December 14

Emotions and rationality

Andy's Metaphor of love ~ ... (hope he is not seeing this)
Relationships are like crashing into a wall, either u crash or u missed it...
crashing the wall would be painful, meaning it is unsuccessful... or u missed the wall and brought a chance of hope, meaning it was successful..

(technically his story was wayyyy longer than this, but i summarized...hahahaah)

Anyway, relationship problems sucks!.. One sided love... sucks toooooo
When your heart tells you, go for it ! You can do it !, nothing will go wrong, worst is just ending any sort of friendship you have... AND THEN
Your brain tells you, wait a little longer, theres plenty of time, dont rush, if u rush it might be negative... etc etc etc...

So both of them are constantly fighting with each other, it makes me wonder.. how to make them think alike... hmmmm

Then again we have something we called... "woman's instinct" or "intuition"
the feeling of knowing ... any sort of things.. this feeling are most of the time are correct and real, but should we rely on them ?

It's all very very confusing... so the problem now, to go for it? to pull back?

OH! RIGHT! there is a third choice to the metaphor above, to pull the reverse gear and turn back, never needing to face the wall... but because reverse gear are normally slower than the drive, it will take a longer time ... and it might suffer another crash... hahahahahahahhaha...

I am going mad...


Saturday, October 16

XD~ Special tribute to my girls ~~

Ignoring the fact that I seldom post……… this post is to thank my babes for everything they have done for me, eventhough we met through an on9 game.. but still the friendship we bonded are much more..that could be expected… way way more.. therefore.. I have decided to dig up the past letters or items that I have received from them…(all the way from Singapore) as a special thanks to them 3 So so so , lets have a little introduction ~~~~~~~~~~ sorry for forgetting the exact dates, but it vaguely started a year ago ~ .. I joined an on9 game that I will never regret to have joined,( ignoring the sad parts and only remembering the happy ones).. We chat till the latest of nights…. play together, enjoying every moment.. (leaving out the unhappy ones again..) Hahaha.. anyway ~ this post gonna be filled up with pictures .. hehe.. special care packages or letters I have received

Arranged according to the timeline… we start from the very first letter (around October 2009)

Darn sweet !!!!! With I love you post card.. hehe.. theres more behind it … =p

And around Nov.. close to my birthday ~ I received another surprise =D

Heart nearly melted with all the sweet words ~ hehehe =)

There was x’mas ~ XD weeeeeee ~ I received a handmade snowman!!! Hahahah (hidden beneath the card)

Owwwwhh.. then in dec.. I finally get to meet them ~ and the best thing was.. it wasn’t awkward at all.. just like friends.. we have known for a long time… (the post of the chalet.. is somewhere in my blog..lol)and and.. beloved made me something .. =)

Behind it, theres a sweet and long message.. very very cute hor.. haha.. wonder how much time she used to make it.. XD

Hmm…. Then… half a year past by just like that… hahahaha.. it was JUNE !!!!!! THE BEST HOLIDAY/GETAWAY OF THE YEAR !!!! (carefully planned for the longest time~) Spent gorgeous time together.. laughing..screaming.. (=p)… hahaha.. oowh wat fun ~ .. and even at the trip.. they left me something sweet..>

Undersigned by 4 pretty and sweet girls !!!!!!!!!! hahaha.. I am abit high.. sorry …

Ooowh… wait.. theres more!! XD In July .. another cutie popped into my postbox =)
and it said.. meow XD …hohoho..

Super cute.. still with the paws over there.. =)

Now.. its October….. and it was a suprising month indeed, having received 2 awesome gifts.. suddenly..hahaha XD … one expected..and another unexpected =D

Muahahaa.. aren’t you jealous … =p ~ well don’t be ^^ … and these are mine.. so hands offfffff!!!!!hehehe The top.. was the unexpected gift.. that arrived on Thursday.. and the bottom.. was received on today ! itself… thanks to the hardworking Mr Postman XD … hahaha ~

Being in Mid Oct.. it just brings Dec even closer ~ where I once again.. will meet them

weeeeeee ~ I shall end this post here.. with a big huge KISS to my prettiest Shirley and ShiZhen

Love you both very much…

psss: and sorry for being totally random.. hahahaha ..

Thursday, May 20

Once upon a time (chap 2)

Right right, the continuation story of Person1.. (more of a flashback in this chapter)...
When we make many friends, and everyone are mostly linked to each other, alliances will be triggered and these group of people will think of starting a new "family/group" so that they could always know whats going on, easier to chat, could stalk them..and etc.. (note : "family/group" is refering to "Club" in a certain on9 game =D )
So everything was jiffy, fun, & happy.They shared laughter, talked about their problems, comforting them when needed, helping them go through little problems & solving other problems if possible... but as the group gets bigger, the problems gets more and bigger too. It however doesn't work with more people more problem-solver. Futhermore, when no one takes charge of solving the problem, it get even bigger, which is really an annoyance. The even bigger annoyance and irrates the most is when people who created this problem does not want to take responsibility.. and tends to make matters worst.Expecting other people to solve it for them. (How convenient.)
Once, twice, fine..help could be provided, since friendship is there and everything. After a couple more times, even in virtual where we can fake whoever we are will get tired eventually and fed up.. (People who normally indulge in games, are those who wants to get rid of their hectic life/or just plain gamers) Person1 in this case is a person who wants to forget of their hectic life and indulge in the game. However, when Person1 enters the game, and sees more problems to be solved, Person1 gets tired and annoyed, however wanted to help in order to retain back the peace that was once obtained.
to be continued~~

Tuesday, May 18

Once upon a time...(chap 1)

Long long time ago..(well 1 year.. since in game its considered long..shh)... Person1 saw an advertisment on TV.. woah.. a new game..lets try it out said Person1.. so Person1 got the CD, tried the new game, met new on9 friends,( some friends now closer than real...weird..i know..but..c'est la vie)..had a great time...
Though great time doesn't last... eventhough there were many great times past together..problems still did occur...well, as friends we should always forgive and forget. However, things are not always what it seems.
Person1 always wonder, why get myself worked up for little matters? Especially when its in a virtual world. Perhaps Person1 still treasures the friendship, no one could be sure. Not even Person1 themselves. Then time passes by, creeping away slowly... happy times, bad times... something we could all learn from..

BUT! feelings can change, a person can feel irritated, annoyed AND not obliged to forgive and forget everytime. Yes, in life we have to think about other people's feelings, but sometimes..enough is enough,
when enough respect is given, we could only demand the equal treatment. No one is above anyone especially in the virtual world, Person1 thought.

To be continued ~

Friday, May 7

7th MAY !!!!!!!!!

Ok... I know... I dont blog often at all =D ... don't blame me ok ? Just have been busy !
I graduated my higher diploma !!! Got my congratz <3333333 (fyi. highest honors ok !) =p
Was studying like hell during feb and march =( ... to obtain that results...well..at least it paid off ..woopee... i am writing this post..because.. I need to distract myself from nodding off at my work place...
Yes! I am currently working...(part time though) while waiting for my final year degree intake ...
So so so so .... working from 9-6 everyday... earning money ~ saving them.... indulging in them later XD..

Well enough blabbing about life story.. and this post has absolutely no pictures.. because.. i dont have any to upload.. well.. maybe the next post i will.. blog about the Penang Trip.. if if if I am super bored..and ended up blogging..LOL...

No idea why keeping the blog alive.. since my visits are so little =)

Oh well.. cant wait for June to come !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My wifey and beloved will be visiting me along with Taki and Zhi Yu <33333

woots ! girls outing... weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ps..sorry if the post is totally random.. .. but like my blog title.. i only blog when i am bored..gyahahahaha..
and today..when I am sleepy..and high.. =D

Tata.. till next post...

Saturday, February 27

As always~~

LOL.....as always..its always a long long gap..between my posts...hehe.. (the last post was nov 28) O.O...hahahaha
In a glimpse of an eye its the end of February ~~
Passing through X'mas, News Year and Chinese New Year ~

"Flash Back!!!!!!!!!!!!! "

Back to Dec 29th 2009 ! Went to Sg....meeting up with my wifey ! beloved ! taki ! and all the countless babes and dudes XD that were at the gathering ~ XD

I dont have the other pictures...=( there were many more........
Had a great laugh and great time..meeting up with them !! (y they have to live so far ~ )

Then..it was the start of term...... where we are transfered to the new campus.. bigger, but certainly not that much better....(parking...sigh)

And there was the all loved TIS (Technical industry study) the report that we are given 6 months to do...lol....

Bored chinese new year.... 2 weeks passing just like that~.. normal rituals... etc etc...very boring actually.........=x

And its the final term !!!!!! for higher diploma ~ study study study....
(blog will be quiet for another period of time................................................)